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Earlier this summer we had a terrible time with a predator or predators attacking many of our chickens, guineas and turkeys. Although we feel we have things mostly under control we continue to be vigilant and concerned. Because it is our philosophy that the animals who live here be given as much freedom as possible, sometimes that involves risks of living in a world where they are prey for others. We know and honor the circle of life but our hearts break each time we lose a beloved friend to the natural consequence of free living. The feathered ones who live here are offered their safe houses to roost at night and are closed in after dusk. They are let out every morning to forage, roam and fly as they wish. Occasionally we lose someone before they are safely in at night or even during the day. The felines who have found their way to us are given the choice of where they want to live. Some choose to live in the house with us, content on our laps and never ask to be let out. Some live indoors but love to lay in the grass and sunshine outside and others choose to live outdoors and in the hay shed. We recognize the danger involved and honor their choices. If you know them, it is clear who longs to hunt and explore and who prefers a couch or a lap. When we were asked to take Pandora and Prometheus into our family, it was clear that they loved the outdoors. Especially Pandora, the mighty huntress and most beautiful wild one. Although they love being free, they also love us and greet us affectionately, always snuggling, rubbing and purring and we look so forward to seeing their gorgeous faces every time we are down at the hay barn. They are most often there to greet us but sometimes are out on an adventure and we miss them for a day or so. We worry when we don't see them and check back often. But, earlier this summer, Pandora wasn't there when we looked for her. She wasn't there the multiple times we checked and as the days went by, I wished for her to return safely. I walked looking for signs of her and have not found anything. It hurts every time we lose someone, but somehow, this one has been exceptionally difficult. Maybe because I don't have confirmation of what happened and hold on to a little hope. Maybe because I love her so much and wasn't ready to say goodbye. But, it is time for me to finally say goodbye to my friend Pandora, my love and the most beautiful cat I have ever met. Be free my love. Run and be the wild, magical one that you always loved to be. We will miss you always and love you so, so very much.
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